finally, I got what i want ...(who want to knows?..hahh? xder? x patutla korangs nih..at least give me support la sket)....yeah..i need to find a person to solve my daily problems..(yer la..aku nih eveliday ada problem..problemo btol lah...)
yeah...finally I found dat person was very closed to me, knew every single things bout me, can define me in and out, joy wit me when I'm in hapiness n clear off my tears when I'm in sadness (mcm aku sdiri jer..aku ke?...la...kalau tau dr awal kan snang..ceh)
yo..its me..(mmg aku la kna solve problem aku sdiri..x kan nk hrp org lain lak...biol tahap cipan tol)
peoples n frnds around me can only maps the ways, give me support, throw me advice... n I'm da one who will lead da way n destiny to solve my own problems....huhu..xder org lain ker?..only me, myself n I jer ker? mm...hampes tol...
from now on, I will regenerate my own spirit, confident n capabilities to fight wit all -ve elements in my life dat created troubles, ruined my smooth n calm life n jeopardized my success (hehe...ye ker?)
yeah...finally I found dat person was very closed to me, knew every single things bout me, can define me in and out, joy wit me when I'm in hapiness n clear off my tears when I'm in sadness (mcm aku sdiri jer..aku ke?...la...kalau tau dr awal kan snang..ceh)
yo..its me..(mmg aku la kna solve problem aku sdiri..x kan nk hrp org lain lak...biol tahap cipan tol)
peoples n frnds around me can only maps the ways, give me support, throw me advice... n I'm da one who will lead da way n destiny to solve my own problems....huhu..xder org lain ker?..only me, myself n I jer ker? mm...hampes tol...
from now on, I will regenerate my own spirit, confident n capabilities to fight wit all -ve elements in my life dat created troubles, ruined my smooth n calm life n jeopardized my success (hehe...ye ker?)
BUT... sng critalah...i really doesnt hv confident to fight wit all weaknesses in my life...lantak la ko,...malas aku nk pikir...haha..
and now.....syyy....I will tell u something...but please do not let anyone other than u knows bout thEsE secret.... DA BIG SECRET BOUT ME...it was....
I HATE CHALLENGE
I HATE ADVICE
I HATE COMPARISON
I HATE BEING FORCED
I HATE BEING LECTURED
I HATE BEING TORTURED
I HATE BEING A LEADER
tp knp yer... aku JRG ada sifat ingin melawan... i follllow.... he3... ntahla...dats mean, am I coward? hei....cannot be lahh...impossible..
aku bkn pengecut lah...but I was trained since my early age...I cant oppose n fight against my parents, da older person, teacher, anyone who give me knowledge n my superior...
sometimes, I love to read my Scorpio zodiac n from my name analysis (mana leh caya sgt bnda2 gini nih..hehe..) described me as:
CLAIRVOYANT.. (aku pn x tau mksd dia..muahaha)
NATURE LOVER...(yes...i am.....very much luv hiking, cycling n etc)
BORN to be a LEADER...(aku rasa mmg wrong person nih)
people LOOK UP to me...(why shud I?)
AMIABLE.....(ye ker?)
HONEST.....(really?....mm..hikhik)
totally INDEPENDANT
GOOD LOOKER....(try to be)
CLEVER
FAITHFUL towards family, friends n love....(OMG...luv to hv dis value in my life)
DEDICATED.....(yup...surely yes)
HARDWORKING....(mm.. of coz lah)
GIVE IMPORTANT WHERE DUE...(aku tgh practise nih)
SINFULLY SEXY....(mmm..really? hikhik)
DA BEST KISSER AMONG OL ZODIAC SIGN...(x try lg..mna nk tau..but mayb yes..haha)
LUCU & GILA2... (I dont believe it after all)
but actually i juz wanna live as what i am
and not as what u wanna me to be...definitely...
