::ku percaya ada cinta:: ~siti nurhaliza~

mereka meragui wujudnya
cinta yg sejati
tidak hati ini
sejak dari mula
kuyakin ada cinta
cintalah yg memungkinkan segala

kuyakin biar btapa pn
perit tertusuk duri
jln berliku tiada bertepi
kupercaya tidak sia-sia aku diuji
demi cinta tersembunyi
hikmahNya pasti

pandang-pandg alam ini
sambil pandang difikiri
mana bumbung langit tinggi
mana lantai bumi
tidak satu yg terjadi
tidak mungkin tersendiri
cuba cari jawapannya andai meragui

ada hikmah yg yg pasti
sejak mula kupercaya ada cinta
cinta itu memungkinkan segalanya
cinta suci yg abadi..

**pErmULaAn juLai yG peNuH dGn kEiNsAfAn**

smlm ms bc paper, aku terbca psl sorg siswa mati lemas..

(kira kes mati mengejut la ek..)

takut lak rs...rs cam byk dosa lak..

kalau tetiba dijmput ilahi..cmner yek?

dosa2 dulu byk gak, smyg x abih qada'...

posa taun ni pn ada lgi x ganti pdhal bkn byk mna pn...

posa wajib tinggal sbuln jer lgi nih (moga diberi kemudahan) ..

huhu.. alim ulamak kata kna slalu ingt mati...

tp bila nk ingt tu, takut la plk...

yer lah...amalan x byk...

kdg2 prnh mnangis trknang dosa yg byk

terhimpun dibahu tp xkn takat nangis jer...

mana usaha akunya? mana amalan akunya?

x gandakn pun...takat yg wajib, ramai leh buat..

huhu (mna pahala2 aku yg sunat?

x kan xde sesen pn utk dibawa ngadap Yg Esa?

moga2 permulaan julai ni,

aku dpt mnggandakan ibadah (Insya'Allah)

sbg amaln istiqamah mnuju Ramadhan...Amin..

InTrO..

22th June 2010..2.29 p.m..

monink evelibadi.....

1st of all,..welkam to my 1st blog.... I decided to jot in blog to express my feeling of anger, anxiety, happiness and sadness since no one was beside me dat I can rely on................................

To my dearest abah.. I luv u so much :-)

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abah,

u're my sweetheart,

u're da greatest person in my life,

u're willing to do wut other people can't do,

u're an angel of my life,

abah,

being yr 5th child,

i was speechless,

there ain't words that

parallel with yr contribution

towards my success now,..

abah,

on yr 65th burfday,

u still struggle for work,

u said u're happy wit wut u're doing now,

but I know,

it seems difficult to u,

to just relax without doing anything,

coz u're struggle for our life yourselves,

since yr 1st child born,

we don't even know the phrase 'difficulties in life',

becoz we do get wateva we want,

from da small size to da big size,

from da cheapest value to da greatest value,..

ol at our fingertips,..

abah,

forgive me,

if ol my past wrong doing always hurt u,

although u never express yr angry,

i know my acted was touched yr heart,

forgive me,

if u shame to hd me as yr daughter,

hd my siblings as yr children..

abah,

as long as da sun shine,

as long as da moon light,

my luv for u never dies..

abah,

I can't imagine my life without u,

it will be nothing...